Why We Fell Apart
There
were only two instances where I can vividly remember having a real, sensible
conversation with you: the moment you told me you love me and the time we had
to let it go.
We fell apart not because we weren't the right match. I always believed we were meant for each other. We
were complementary. We fell apart because we thought we’re too comfortable with
each other. We were free-flowing individuals and we had a relationship that’s
transparent rather than confidential. Normally, we have fights, but abnormally
people around us always intervene like our relationship is a game show that
needs an opinion poll all the time.
We fell apart because we
understood the meaning of spark, which we only had for a very short moment. Maybe
we rushed things out or maybe because we thought we’re going to be good
together, but none of the reasons I tailored seem to fit to what we have been
and who we have become.
We fell apart because I was busy
and you’ve got plenty of your time in your hands. You demanded something I cannot
always give and I demanded for your understanding but you demanded freedom in
return. We fell apart because your inferiority is superior to anything else in
this world.
We fell apart because you wanted
our story to be ‘your’ story. Relationships are two stories being interwoven
but that wasn’t the thing with us. You always wanted to tell your story when it
was supposed to be ours.
You were a trophy but never a
prize. That’s how you ‘packaged’ yourself to me before and I have always believed
that. But things differ in a blink of an eye and I just realized you were not
the person I knew.
We fell apart because I got
tired of everything. Things just don’t fall into their proper places and everything
is so messed up and cluttered and my life could not afford to be in this kind
of scenario again and you never understood what commitment meant for me and you
never actually did anything to save up this relationship. We’ve easily given up
and we’re actually not afraid of losing anything along the way.
Or maybe because nothing will be
lost because once and for all, nothing was gained. We just placed a tag but we
never bought it anyway.
We thought relationships were
about having a tag when it’s about having a commitment. We thought
relationships are about telling a story when it’s about telling a story together.
We thought it’s about independently growing when it’s growing as one.
And that’s why we fell apart.